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An Unwelcome Offering

by AmalAmil

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1.
Fold your hands Your feet are sure to follow I show my gun Because this time You've gone too far
2.
The unlocked doors, the empty home The smoke in the kitchen, the ringing phone As hearty a welcome as I've ever known The box in the hall, the guarding gnome The fire in the furnace and the charred bone As hearty a welcome as I've ever known The syrup is sweet and vinegar strong Your body is ripe but I know it's wrong As hearty a welcome as I've ever known
3.
When the cracks in the hall Take a turn for the worse I always knew the path But the devil advised me first The cord has been cut But the cosmonaut denies his curse Drink deep from the well, the tomb of deceit In the city of sorrow, every day's a defeat The buildings all crumble and the valley's a grin A whole-hearted smile, a half-empty drink My hive has collapsed and the factory's dead Here my queen, she just cackles, "Off with their heads," Drink from the well, the womb of regret Don't you fool yourself, son You're better off dead
4.
Deadletters 02:43
These halls are not a home My voice remains unheard And these hands, they struggle to hold To hold a candle up to the cold The wind, it blows in heavy breaths To scare the crows back to bed The brightest moon to fathom I'll try to sleep instead Please ignore the phantoms You'll just wake the dead
5.
Bite my tongue on words lost and gone Fixed on silent hope Beg for the throes Wander alone Growing old Far from the road Food for the soul This is the only way I know
6.
Mindiaspora 03:44
I have found my empty space Where even waves won't break Void it all beneath the waste I may be reborn I may be misplaced A faith forlorn I shall forsake All in which you once held in grace To disregard and be replaced She held her hands over her face No longer carved from my embrace The warmth was gone Gone without a trace And in my sleep I live a life Beyond the reach of screams A fate for long or so it seems I was always afraid of this place Rise and shine, I'll take mine Overlook the side effects this time Step outside, leave behind A world and all its subtle changing lies Dim the light, twist the line I appreciate the sacrifice Ignore the signs, enjoy the ride I'll be back when the time is right
7.
I've been searching for so long Can't seem to find a one An ancient way to pass I've been searching For too long She rode Through stormy waves And growing tides Ascend through dark times The reign of night mares Blooming wide Silent steps turn to Bitter strides I've been waiting for the dawn But it never seems to come Oh how long will may last I've been waiting for the sun She rode
8.
Freight #46 06:09
Looking out the window At the passing pines Avoiding the reflection Of that sad stranger's eyes He watches the world Go speeding on by And wonders if he's Running from dark times The lines on his face Are not from a scorn But the trials of love And an internal war No blade in his pocket No gun at his side And he wonders if he's Running from dark times He knows that the the sun It is soon to arise But the beauty is lost when colors combine And shoulders, they ache, from a life lived in vain And his mind keeps a'spinnin' like the wheels of this train They grip the rails and the passengers rise I watch them all gather and fade from my life Linger for a moment and let out a sigh Because I'm still a'runnin' from 46 crimes
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Marleethomas 04:37
As I count the days The number always stays the same We could find a way Where we will never stray Echoes all remain In 46 shades of grey And my love is a place That has never seen no rain Would you please take the reigns And steer me to the plains? And I will never fade Oh too far from your grace Echoes all remain She rode across the ocean 46thousand days 46hundred miles Riding across the waves My mind is a cannon Bellowing blows Rising through the waters From 46 leagues below Smoke stacks in the distance Rise to meet the clouds 46 is the instance Distorting all my sounds And my love is a desert Sorted through the scenes Empty crowded notions Yet to be unseen
10.
Leave it alone Oh, that broken thing Let it be known I couldn't help myself You couldn't let go You were holding on So cast your stones They meant everything Yet fall so slow You're on your own It's a miracle Look how I've grown Trials and errors Your grave mistake is walking on its own Trials and errors I won't forget what it feels like to grow old
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Your body's a graveyard Littered with reasons Scattered with holes And I'm haunting around You cast a shadow In the kitchen light In the darkness that creeps Up from under my door It isn't worth it I'm not worth it There was something Now there's nothing Nothing anymore You are the pavement Chalked up with imprints Reckless, unwinding And you're breaking my fall Your mind is the home Empty with possession Fuck absolution, I'm all alone It isn't worth it I'm not worth it There was something Now there's nothing

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released December 5, 2013

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